Knowing that dar will be going into the army soon, i know its gonna be a difficult test for both of us. The questions remain, will i be able to wait for dar's completion of NS in 2 years time? Will i be able to live thru the days without him by my side, without his care n love? I can't promise dar anything for the time being, but all i can say is that i'm confident that our relationship will work out. Since the first day we've been together, i've always believed that you are the one, the one for me.

Just received the NUS confirmation letter today, i've been confirmed a place in NUS for the course in chemistry/applied science. Its gonna be a new beginning for me once again, time for hard work, and less time for play. I guess its good that i'll be able to concentrate on my studies while i wait for dar for the next 2 years. But right now, i just wanna spend whatever remaining time we have together before dar enters the army. I guess i'm gonna miss dar, miss the times he sent me home, miss those moments we cooked lunch together at his place, miss the late night phone calls, i'm just gonna miss him so much.