I feel so demoralized today. Had cm3221 exam this afternoon and it was a killer paper! I was brain blocked in the exam hall, probably due to stress. The more stuck i was, the more stressed i became, and the vicous cycle continued. I think with sufficient time and under a less stressful situation, i would be able to do the paper.

I just felt angry at myself. I felt lousy and i hate this kinda feeling. I was so afraid that i'll fail this paper. I really dun wanna retake this module again. but more importantly, i dun want this to affect my cap! i was aiming to pull up my grades this sem, but what have i done today? I was really so close to tears after my paper. I tried really hard to fight back my tears. I had to concentrate and focus on my next paper. Fortunately, the gek module was manageable.

At moment like this when i am at my lowest point in life, a caring friend of mine was there for me. His smses were indeed comforting. Thank you martin for being there for me! =)

I feel fortunate to have a handful of true friends. Friends who were always there for me even when i havent been meeting up with them for a long time. Friends who never give up on me. I have to admit that i am a lousy friend. I guess i am bad at managing time, and can't seem to distribute it equally to everyone. I am sorry my dear friends. I promise to try to make it up to all of u k?